Feeling(3)

Actually, I have so much things to post. Yet, after thinking, no, I dont want to post it out anymore...

What is my feeling right now?

Lost

erm... Upset? Not really... Just... dont wish to smile.

I always tell myself : Everything is gonna restart tomorrow. It's a new day tomorrow.
But, it always not like that.

I think, I see, I feel.

What am I?

Who am I?

Should I introduce myself again to you? No, you dont have to know me well. Remember this : I'm Kathyn. That's pretty enough.

So...Urh.... What do you say about my life? Fun? It was.


I wish, I can, again, stand on the stage, perform songs that I like a lot, share with audiences. But, I can't.

I wish, I can, again, stay long with the one I love, love him, share his happiness and sadness. But, I can't.

I wish, I can be a really good fren to all of you, care about you. But, I'm not.


So...


Just call me freaky silly girl. I know you are calling me.