我爱唱歌

唱歌。我发现，我真的除了唱歌，还是唱歌。我爱唱歌，爱音乐。只有唱歌，我才感觉到自己还是一个人。只有唱歌，我才找到自己。真希望我还可以像以前一样，在台上展现自己的风格。只有在台上，我才可以自然的作自己想做的事。我真的不想再做这样的自己，一点都不是我。怀念在台上，大家对我欣赏的目光，魅力、信心十足的我。然而，一切不再重演。

我只有歌声，才可以吸引人吗？只有唱歌，才会有人喜欢我。现实的我，还是那么的没用讨人厌。


唱歌，我爱你。

RedBox Fun

I went to redbox, lowyat for fun yesterday. I reached home at night, and totally exhausted. Haha! Yet, SF said that I'm superlady... Sang for about 6 hours? Haha! well, she should know that I love singing, love music! haha! My life will be more fun with those singing stuff sometimes.

Actually I found that she was kinda "geng" too... Sang non-stop. I think she sang more than me, accept some old songs that she doesn't know. Even sometimes I could hear her voice was tired, yet it was still nice! She could sing more than me actually...

Hmm, pic? The first pic on my blog of course will be hers. hehe.Here it is.



[SF was singing]




[My friends were "high-ing". WY was singing with full expression ar!! haha! Where am I? The one who was taking the photo. KS? Toilet kot? ]

Short Post

嘿嘿！现在要读书了！刚刚越来越爱睡咯~真是的。他的两句话，胜过一切一切！嗯！现在很精神呢！读书咯！大家应该也在埋头苦干！加油哦……朋友们！考完去云顶玩！爽罢了……哈哈！大家一起加油！

A Day of Doing Nothing

Girl, exam is here. Exam is on Monday. Can u please concentrate on your study and no more playing? Please? My god!!! I've been doing nothing for the whole day! I should know what's the most important thing and the less important now. The most important thing I've let it aside. So I should continue with my study now but now playing anymore. Can I?


I've been went to school and saw a big group of study group there, it's PT and WY them. Hmm... I know then I'll not have the mood to study then. Why? Because I'm really that kinda person who usually talk a lot. Aha. My group members were late. I don't know, maybe it's my fault. But it's ok.


My stomach has not been feeling well for the whole day. I rejected to take medicine as the medicine usually doesn't help much. Just let it be.


My post today is really talking nth since I really doing nothing. What did I do after group studying? Well, chatting with a fren's fren. sweat~ just talking. Feel boring. Whatever I do, but the fact is I'm wasting my time. Haiz.

写心情

我今天怎么那么情绪化？对不起……我一定还大家都不爽我了。对不起！我不是故意的……我心情超不好的！不知道要怎么形容……不知道要怎么说，更不知道要做什么才能让自己比较好……我很不好！！！我很想大声地喊……很想淋雨……很想痛快地哭一场！我不哭……因为我要学习坚强。我累了……很累了！所有事情就是冲着我来。有没有人可以关心我？不……应该说，那个人可以关心我一下吗？我只想跟他一个人说话。只想让他一个人关心！只想跟他聊天……不需要别人的……

另一个别人，对不起……刚刚无缘无故骂了你……对不起！我……我大概只是在发泄……真的真的希望你不要介意……我不知道要怎么说，才能让你明白……但是，真的对不起。或许你根本没有看我的blog。没关系的……就算让你有点讨厌我，也没有关系。你不应该选我，真的。我不是一个好人。我很情绪化。希望我不会影响大家的情绪。对不起！

要考试了，但我连书都不看……不知道我怎样的。这几天更变形了……怎么办？谁来救救我？谁来关心我？我可以一个人。真的可以……I used to be alone, in every step.

All about My Words

What a useless person who thinks that she's really good in every career. Stupid!! Do I think I'm very good? Huh? My god. I've fell in to a really bad condition which I've made my group members the same too. I'm so sorry. I feel so sorry to all of you. What I can do is just do more to let the assignment better. I wish it can give us better mark. Sorry...


Since then, my study affected thoroughly. Look at my result. My godness. I'm such a really useless girl. Study. Study. I have to study. Is that all of my life? Nothing interesting anymore. Life means nothing to me. Eat, study, assignment, rushing, colleging, playing... Is that all of my life? No way! I don't wanna be the boring person. Yet, I'm just a ordinary girl, which had been be a really special person in the past. My luck had changed. All my specialization gone. My soul and my concern are gone. Sometimes I really need care and concern from others. However, I like to be the one which usually no one will care of.


Sleeping has not be a part of my life in this two weeks. Assignment, examination... All the stupid college stuff just drive my mad. Yes, I've mad. I just hope for a better tomorrow.


Thanks God for giving us one more chance to make the website nicer. Thanks to Mr. Heng for letting us to submit again. Thank you very very very much. He's really a friendly and kind lecturer. Thanks!


Thanks to TECH committee for cooperation. Good luck to your exam. Just try the best. Love all of you. Fong, just relax a little more before exam. I know it's just around the corner and we haven't do any preparation on it. Try your best. I know u can do it.

The First Plant of Garden

A new blog created again. This blog is just writing about stuff of college and friends. Other than that, it will be written in another blog. Hehe...

Well, I created this blog at this afternoon at college canteen 2. Thank god, our website has successfully done, with exhausting and tiring works after all. I was take a nap for my sleep last night. Sleep at 5am ++ and wake up at 7.30am for classes. Sigh. What a first try of really short sleep. It's not fun at all, so tiring and feel sucks. Guess what is my secret to do that? -- coffee -- Yes, I can't stand coffee. It makes me sleep really late.

Tomorrow gonna be the presentation of our work after all hardships. Yet, we don't know how to present it. How???? How???? I don't know.


After about half an hour...


David just came to my room, talked a lot of rubbish. I can see he's really disappointed with his group's website. Well, hopes he'll be okay.

I wonder if the thing that I discussed with my friends just now is not true. But I can feel it, it's truth. I think I should really stay some distance with it. Please. I don't need that, don't wish that.

It's really late now, since I've lack of sleep. Just wish a good luck to whole DCM1 students for presentation tomorrow. Gambateh to Fong's group. +u+u. Love u. Hehe.