I just want to be simple

I'm a complicated girl...

I just want to be simple.

I just wish I could be as simple as I want to be.

But, things have happened.

Decision can't be made.

I'm scared.

I'm really frightening.

I don't know how much he can give me.

I wonder why he is attracted by me.

How long it could be?

How long will I appear on his mind every single moment?

I don't want to be in love.

But I'm.

I just want to be protected.

I don't have the courage to fall into loving stage.

Yet I have felt into.

I'm not a simple girl as you think.

I'm not a girl that suitable for you.

I'm not a good girl.

I'm a bad girl.

I'm just as complicated as I can be, though I don't want to be.

You left, but your images are still in my brain, my mind.

What am I doing right now?

I should be doing my assignment which must be passed up tomorrow.

I should be preparing my presentation.

Why should I keep on thinking on you?

Why should I thinking which way to go?

Why should I care of what people say on me?

Why should I know what do people say towards us?

You said you don't care.

But you do. Wasn't you?

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The best relationship ever, would be a simple friendship.

A friendship that does not have any love or over friendship.

A friend can be forever.

A lover may not be.

I care of you, friend. 

Sam, I love you as my friend.

I like the way we both treating each other.

Whatever sadness that I bring to you,

I'm here to say sorry.

Though you may not see this.

I enjoy our friendship so much.

I love the way we do~

I really do.

I'm disappointed when you do not put an eye on me.

Not even a "hi" word.

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I hate to follow my heart.

I hate to make decision that will hurt anyone else.

I wish I will just hurt myself.

I JUST WANT TO BE A SIMPLE GIRL

I JUST WISH ALL CAN BE RESTARTED OVER...