Who is the one can help me out?

Alright. What I gonna say here is just craps. Don't mind so much.

About...

Love.

As you all know, my heart is closed for this moment. And I've been hurt deeply since the day he left.

What I gonna say, just, ugh... Though I always say I don't care anymore. I forget him. I give up, I let go. But you know? Each time when he does something, he writes something; whatever he does, I'll just care much. I know I shouldn't. The feel is just making me moody each time. I really hope I can walk out from the feel. Hope my heart will open, let him go out from there. Yet, I... alright. You're right. "ngo se bat tak nei"...

Just now, I moody again.

Soon...hurt. Because? Ugh... nothing... It's okay. No big deal. I've used to with it. I'm too fine. Never better.

So,ugh... my question to the God would be "who is the one can help me out?"

or...

"Do I and him will be together at the last?"





What do you say?

"stupid"?
"silly"?
"damn"?
"forget it!"?




Ya. That's why. My question would be "who is the one can help me out?"




Thus, I would like to say to myself "I love you" each time when I feel like want to shout to him. This is the best way of me to love myself.=)

You should try it sometimes!




I feel like I'm monologue now.LOL...