JanamDindiVetai, Pinky

Though it's tiring day. But I still have to blog it. Else, I won't be blogging it anymore.haha~

It was pinky's birthday. As I promised, I went to pinky's house for the celebration. About 4 sth, I went to wangsa with wenny and went to KL Sentral and met PT and YF there. Changed KTM, went to Kajang. Pinky fetched us after that.

Pinky's house is really big, I just can say, it's like how the rich people's house looked like in the movie. =.=||| What shocked me is that, there's a corner like bar. Oh god. Rich guy.

We ate "sew kai yek", the fish and hotdogs which "burned" by my guy friends. I really wanna thanks to Michael who made me lots of food actually. haha! Hopefully Sharon doesn't jealous huh. There are also some food that cooked by pinky's relatives. His high school friends came too. I guess I just knew two of them, since the girls came so late.

Well, I ate two chicken wings, one piece of fish, and I don't know how much hotdogs(quite a lot). XD Drinking of the coca-cola made me felt too full.haha~

After eating, Wenny and me went into the karaoke room play cards with pinky's high sch's friend and his cousin. Oh boy, pinky's cousin won frequently! T_T wenny and me lost usually. I don't know how he played the cards ... ??? Having chit-chat with them, and soon pinky them came in, I had lots of fun there.

Speaking about KK, he was a little bit funny actually. I guess if pinky asked him to go, he will go, pity him alone in house. Keep on saying pinky is bad, didn't call him. Sigh, Pinky doesn't mean that actually.

Until about 1 sth, after bathing. I receive some sms from someone, which made me feel nervous and happy for the moment. I promised him do not tell anyone about this. So, I just can say, I still love him.

TO ALL FRIENDS WHO WENT TO PINKY'S HOUSE :

I really wanna appologize for my moody condition today, especially this morning. I really do not meant to do it. But you know... I'm so sorry, especially to Pinky. I hope all of you can forgive me if I made u unsatisfied with me. I'm so so so sorry.

Lastly, wish Pinky happy birthday, may all his dreams come true. Good luck and we love you.

考试

用华文写post,很久没写了。一定很惨了……请原谅我渐渐烂的文笔。


这个……应该……每个学生都讨厌。

这个……真得让我觉得很压力。因为……最近出现了几个说我是top student的人。

这个，我不喜欢。它让我想起一些……甜蜜却心痛的回忆。别问我是什么，因为……那些，应该都不重要了。


不晓得是哪一个人发明了“考试”？不晓得是哪个人说要用考试来测量程度。考试……是如此的让我毛骨悚然。



这一次，我没有做好准备。

这一次，我很贪玩。

这一次，我觉得我失败了。

这一次，我会让大家失望了。




事实告诉我……是时候用功了。

佳，加油！嗯！我可以的。很想得到他的祝福，很想见见他。但是，我说过，不会打扰他的生活。也说过，不会让他再影响我。

所以，靠自己吧！

DCM2加油！嗯……允许我说，CM，加油！也应该祝福一下学弟妹和学长姐。嘻嘻……

总之……大家加油！

About Life

It has been a very long time I didn't update my blog. I'm sorry for my blog readers. Sorry, dudes. I was just busy with the assignments and the stupid tests. Well, I did free, yet I've no mood to blog.

Here my mood come. ^.^

A long way back to where I am from,
a girl, which know nothing much on make new friends,
know nothing about what college is,
know a little bit on how do love works.

I came here for study.
Came here to continue my life as a student, as a girl, and as a child of my parents.
I learnt new things.
I learnt to be independent, learnt to communicate, learnt to be humour.

Love leaves far away from me, stay aside. I am back to who I was.
Learn to be more independent without him.
Learn to smile to people though I was unhappy.
Staring at the sky, which has the most long distance away from me.
Tell myself, "I'm okay. He will be back. I'm fine."

Before this, I was thinking how should I continue my life without him.
I wonder why he left me alone, wonder why he had to break his promise.
I want to know lots of things. Start thinking back, how I was to be a gf.
I wasn't a great gf, I guess. I wasn't a good child to my parents, a good student neither.

Time passed. I learnt more things from the people around me.
Knew more fun from the new-made friends.
I know, that is who I should be.
So, I am more friendly and smile is much more than before.

I hope what I've learnt here, in the past relationship, will be remember forever.
I couldn't say I want to have a new relationship.
I just can say, I listen to God.
For God's sake, Im still here, to be who I want to be.

Finally, I want to thank to the person who broke the promise, the person who made me laughed a lot during conversation, the person who asked me for tea drink just now, and all friends that always here for me. I love all of you.

I wish that my friends, who are in love, in relationship, will stay ever last.

Kath

情侣不需要天天见面，天天聊天，是靠一颗了解、关心对方的真心来维持下去。妥协、迁就对方。适时给予关心，陪在对方身边。不要说对方变了，是环境在变，我们都在变。爱是容易，维持最难。试着在对方的立场想想，想想对方的烦恼，会更好一些。

笔于佳

有意义

請先了解我，才可愛上我不要只因垂涎我姿色就愛上我。
因為，很快的，我會年華老去，我的額頭會出現皺紋，
我的身材會走樣，我會青春不再。

不要只因一時的感覺就愛上我。
因為，這種飄渺的感覺太不可靠，生命週期太短暫，
有一天你要離開的時候，你只需要告訴我：因為沒感覺了。

不要只因我柔順就愛上我。
因為，這樣一來，我便失去了表達意見的理由，
我在愛情裡便失去了抗議的權利，只能做一個無聲的子民。

不要只因我的笑容就愛上我。
因為，我從不對外人表現任何不悅，我只對自已人傾訴我的寂寞、
我的傷心、我的忿怒、我的眼淚，只讓我愛的人看見。

不要只因我鬼點子多就愛上我。
因為，我不知道那一天我會江郎才盡，我不知道，
那一天，你又會愛另一個更有才華的人。

更不要因看電影沒人陪、寂寞少個人擁抱、
逛街沒人讓他牽、摩托車後座多個位…
這樣才說愛上我，這樣的需求，太多人可以滿足他，
並不需要非得我來不可。

我要一個了解我後，才說愛上我的人。
了解一個人需要花多少的時間呢？
等你我了解彼此的時候，已經花了多少的時間？
而你，到時候還會不會愛上我？

source from : yun's Blog